Disappointment is normal. That is part of being human. I want something and God has a different idea in mind, so I do not get what I want.

Do not blame God. He only has my best interest in mind.

"I cannot figure out what his will is, so ..." - this is never a good excuse. I am accountable for my decisions and actions. Move on.

If I am more aligned with what God wants, then I will be able to get what I want.

In theory, maybe. In practice, life is more complex than that.

Trust God - he knows what he is doing.

What I want is extra gift on top of what I need. And I have what I need.

All I need is Jesus.

So if I do not get what I want, give thanks anyway. I already have Jesus.