“My Father, if it is possible, take this cup of suffering from me! Yet not what I want, but what you want.” (Matthew 26.39 GNB)

On daily basis, which would I choose, what I want or what the Father wants? Hypothetically, I know what I ought to choose. But in reality?

Am I clear what the Father wants; do I hear his audible voice or receive an email from him? No.

So how do I know for sure? Most of the time, I don’t.

But what is the true motivation in my heart? Is it seeking what God would want or what I would want?

Lord
please search my heart
and make it clear to me
what I want and what you want
and help me choose what you want